2 I don't know where you're going, but do you got room for one more troubled soul?

Surprise, bitch! I bet you expected a Mean Girls quote over here.
But nope, I have to disappoint you. I'm just randomly starting a blogentry I didn't even plan on writing.
So...yeah. This is going to be kind of an update since I haven't written anything in ages.

Where did the time go?
Well, easter has already passed...as well as my & my best friend's birhtdays...and craploads of other stuff. I even changed the layout of this blog again! Well, I'm not quite finished yet, but I need new photos before I can create a new banner.
So...prepare yourselves for a picture heavy post...this one's going to be more huge than I expected.

I felt like dressing up again...but I didn't have much time to take photos and I'm not really satisfied with the ones I have. But I kinda liked the outfit and the make-up I'm wearing (inspired by Marina and the Diamonds...somehow..the lashes, you know?)

Still not sure if I'm going to wear this exact coord at the J-day...but, let's see!

So, on the 26th April it was my bestie Julice's 18. birthday.

It was such a nice day! The weather was really good, we had a barbeque with her family and later went to have cocktails at the Me Lounge in Hameln with her sister and some of her friends.

Me that day.~ My hair is growing!

Looks yummy. And hell fucking yes, it was. And without alcohol because I can.

Before the clock turned midnight, I sadly had to leave. Thinking back to it, I really regret not staying there any longer, but well...now it's too late.

The next day, it was my birthday...the most horrible one I've ever had. I never cried that much on a birthday, I swear. I was so glad when the day was finally over, you guys can't imagine it.

I don't want to talk about what happened. It's none of other peoples businesses.

Only the evening was good, because I went to Anna and we talked a lot. I was so thankful to have her because she seriously made my day. :3

Oh, Caro came over as well to bring me some presents! I'm so glad that I have friends that wonderful. ♥

The muffins Anna has made for me ♥ They were so yummy!

Presents from Julice & Caro!

Julice got me this little keychain with a photo of us one one side and one of me and Ryo on the other side, ahihihi ♥

Present from my mom, along with some money.

One of my all time favourite books (The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy & Other Stories by Tim Burton) and Pierce The Veil's "This Is A Wasteland" DVD which came with the "Collide With The Sky" album.

Me and my brother watched it the same day and fangirled so hard. I love PTV so much <33

I was also allowed to pick some stuff at sheinside for my birthday but the shirts I ordered haven't arrived yet.

My present from Ryo also arrived yesterday, but lazy me didn't take a pic of it, haha, sorry.

On thursday Anna came over and we decided to bake nutella filled muffins. Oh my gawd, I'm starting to get fat. And I mean reeeeaally fat! :'D

Yesterday was probably the must fun in a few weeks because I went to Hannover to meet Raoii. Well, first meet ups are always a little awkward for me and we ended up mostly just sitting around and talking about the most random shit. But it was so nice to finally meet her and I hope we can see each other again soon! Also, we went to an awesome asian restaurant and the food was perfect! 

♥

Today was a rather usual day as I spent it at Julice's place and we watched Danisnotonfire & AmazingPhil videos and made pancakes. But not just casual pancakes, nope, we had incredibly british Delia Smith pancakes (and I had a major stomach ache afterwards)

(I ironically bought her a bottle of Robby Bubble for her birthday because she doesn't drink)

Yeah. Very romantic.

...and me today!

That was basically the important events of the last weeks summed up in one entry which I horrificly failed due to the fact that I'm fucking tired and not really motivated to blog. But yeah...

My next post is going to be another Circle Lenses review. I promise that it'll be more interesting than this crap over here.

Mata ne!

PS: Mine and Julice's Best Friends Tag video is up, for those who haven't seen it yet.

4 Hiatus

Just something I wanted to announce.
I already talked about the changes I will do to this blog.
It's just that I didn't have the motivation to do it yet.

Also I don't feel good at the moment.
School is keeping me busy and I don't really have exciting things to write about.
Soon it's Halloween, a day that has a special meaning for me, but I won't talk about it because...yeah, it's nothing everyone should know about.
I decided to film a new make-up video which I'm going to post here.
But that's everything.
I need to take a short break from blogging again. Only 2-3 weeks, maybe 4, but just so you know about it.
So, no need to unfollow.
I really enjoy blogging, but there are things in my life that are more important to me.
I've been writing a lot of fanfiction lately, so I'll probably posting some self-written stuff again in the next time.

I'm sure nobody's going to miss me tbh.
But if you're doing so, don't worry.
I'll be back as soon as possible.
But from now on I need to focus on other things.

Mata ne, Cuties. ♥

1 Small Shopping Update & Announcements

Hey guys.

First I want to say that the weather really pisses me off. Not that the rain is destroying my hairstyles, also I'm always tired and I don't want to leave my room anymore.
Well...actually I'd like to...because I need to take some pictures of my Cosplay...the only thing missing is someone to take the photos.

So, last Saturday I went to Hannover...finally! I really missed feeling like a superhero after leaving Primark. This store is so fucking horrible, I nearly panicked there sometimes. Too many people, too many not german speakers who thought they're something better and too less cute underwear that actually fits me.
Also I cried nearly the whole day because a band I really love was playing in Hamburg that day and I couldn't go...>< (Yeah, I'm talking about Sleeping With Sirens...Twitter followers already know)

I'm glad I found some stuff I really like. :3

Very spectacular socks - Primark

Normal Tights and some with hearts on (bought the same ones for Julice as well nyahaha)  AND my underwear :D - Primark

Batman Shirt...FINALLY !♥ I'm so going to wear it at BVB's concert in December :D♥

Also a Blouse that makes me look even more like a lesbian and my new favourite high waist jeans.

Primark as well~

Wallet & Cleansing wipes from Primark

Earrings and Necklace from Claire's ♥

2 Black tops from H&M

and

Jogging trousers from Primark (surprise, surprise) 

Noticed something? I really gave up on trying to look cute. 

Somehow I'm that kind of person who changes really often. I can't stand looking the same for a long time. This is also on reason why I'm changing my haircolour that often.

But...this is also my 'Announcement'

Something is going to change over here.

I decided to change my blog design again. Maybe also the URL...but that's something I need to think about again. And I want to start writing more Diay-themed entries again...like I did when I first started this blog.

I want to write more about my favourite music, bands & other stuff I'm interested in. Not just my everyday-crap and fashion stuff.

Don't be surprised when my blog suddenly disappears for a few days...that just means I'm changing it. I also need to delete some of my old posts because most of them are still about my ex gf & old friends I don't have anything to do with anymore.

So...see you soon. 

5 Hair Update, Pastel Goth Nails & News.

Hey there ! -waves-

Long time no see....again x_x Ahh, I'm so sorry, but still school is keeping me busy and there are tons of other things to do. Soon it's my birthday and I'm going to spend it with my family and my dear Julice. I already got the parents from my parents - my Lip Piercing and tickets for BVB's concert in Hamburg. Oh well, BVB's Europe Tour was cancelled so I'm sitting here with my tickets....FUCKIN WAITING FOR THE NEW DATES. If the tour wasn't cancelled I'd be in Hamburg right now with my cutie....and it makes me so angry that I have no chance to see her now... so I have to wait until we meet in the summer holidays.

Nah. 

But, as said, I finally got my first piercing done. Nothing special, just a usual lip piercing, but it's very special to me because ... a small dream came true. :3

Also I dyed my hair a few weeks ago...and I'm blonde now ! Haha XD
Enough said, here are some pics.

My hair timeline...starting last year....until now. Creepy, isn't it? I changed so much....

Not edited, whoop. I look so fucked up XDD

My pastel goth inspired nails. I'm not really talented at doing my nails, but I'm proud of how it turned out. :)

I used a huge amount of different nail polishes for it. Bought the mint green and lavender ones at the KIKO store in Hannover - Is it possible to marry a nail polish?

#hipster #yolo #swag #obey

If you know what I mean.

First pic with my labret, taken about 1 hour after I got it. I totally love it and it was such a great decision to get it. What do you think? Does it suit me? :/ Because some creepy anon on Tumblr told me it doesn't and that I should get a nostril mememememe...

So...I finally reached 30 Followers so as promised, I'm going to do a giveaway soon. My blog had his first anniversary as well, so I want to say thank you to all my followers ♥

I'm going to put up a survey again about what you want me to post. Please have a look at it and join. :D

That's it for today. Be prepared for some huge birthday posts. :D

Mata ne~

6 I'm still living. [Update & Foodporn]

For those of you who are still reading this....HI !
I'm back. Well...I've never been so far away...there have only been a few things that kept me from blogging. I've been busy with school, learning and other stuff and, oh well, spent 1 whole week of holidays with lying in my bed because stupid me caught a cold.
BUT some awesome things happened in the meantime.
I won't tell you everything because it's just to much. This is just going to be a small update before I start writing more often again. Some awesome things are going to happen next month...for example BVB's concert, ViViD's new single or my birthday. Also I got accepted at a new school, so I just need to survive the rest of this year before something new will start for me.
Hopefully everything will turn out like I planned it...but enough with my personal shit. Enjoy my overload of pics.

Current profile pic on FB and so on ♪

An unfinished drawing of mine which I made out of boredom. The lyrics are from LM.C's song "Double Dragon" :3

Shopping~

Oreo Truffles...I made them as a birthday present for my mom. So yummy !

Some weeks ago, the cosmetic brand essence had a small giveaway on their FB page.  And guess who was one of the 500 lucky winners? ME ! This stuff is perfect for me and my unhealthy skin.

Yesterday I finally was able to meet cute Julice again.We went to Hameln, walked around a bit and ended up at the MeLounge because our beloved Bubble Tea store was closed again.

Best combination EVER. I just ordered a caramel cappucine because I needed something hot to drink. Julice had  Ice Chocolate and...oh well, some very healthy food we shared :D

♥

Took this pic some days ago. I kinda like my make-up a lot.

Aaand some days ago, I also made chocolate cookies. :D

Also we filmed a short video yesterday. Do you know the Gwiyomi/Kiyomi song? Julice 'forced' me to film a  clip like this with her...and it was so much fun XD FOREVER DERP ! XD

Well. That's pretty much it.

Mata ne ♥

0 Kidnap the Sandy Claws, tie him in a bag. Throw him in the ocean, then see if he is sad ♪

Heeey Guys.

It's Christmas time ! Surprise, surprise. Hope y'all spent your days like you wanted to. My days have been nearly perfect. Everything was so funny, I met some new people and of course I got great presents I want to share with you :3

Nahw, my new cam. It's sooo great ! Hehe~
Also got I tripod for it~

Eyeshadow and blush palette by Catrice. My brother gave it to me. So nice :3
I love the colours of the eyshadows, even if their coverage isn't the best. But brown shades usally suit me best.

A book Manami-chan created for me *_* Best gift ever !
It contains pics of my childhood, my fave bands, Vocaloid & Mameshiba stuff, pics of my friends and more. I nearly cried while reading it because it's such a nice idea.
I love you, Imouto-chan !♥

Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji Character Book *^* Also from Manami.
And a bath ball from my dear Annika. Thank you !

Well, that's everything. I also got some cards and money, but I don't think I have to take photos of this stuff. XD On Thursday I'll leave Hameln for a week to visit my bestie Ryoko-chan. We're going to take lots of photos and of course we'll also go shopping. Be prepared.
When I'm back home I'm also going to meet Julice and well...let's see who will join us. It's going to be epic anyways :D
Mata ne !

0 Blog Award & Update

Hey Guys ^-^
It's been a while... sorry ._. Surgery went well. I'm fine, although my cheeks are still a bit swollen and I have bruises all over my face. The only good thing about it is, that I'm losing weight, because I can't eat. :P
Anyway, other topic. Some days ago, my friend Saskia tagged me. She gave the "Beauty Coral Award" to me. Usually I'm not posting tags and awards, but It's a good "filler post", because I don't have any pics I can show you.
So, thanks to Saskia for the award. ^.^ (You should visit her blog btw. It's awesome !)

Hallöchen Leute ^-^
Lang ist's her...tut mir leid. Die OP ist gut gelaufen. Mir geht's ganz gut, obwohl meine Wangen immer noch etwas geschwollen sind und ich blaue Flecken im ganzen Gesicht habe. Das einzig Gute daran ist, dass ich abnehme, weil ich nicht essen kann. :P
Egal, anderes Thema. Vor ein Paar tagen hat Saskia mich getagged. Sie hat mir den "Beauty Coral Award" verliehen. Normalerweise poste ich Awards und Tags nicht, aber es ist mal ein guter "Filler Post", weil ich auch keine neuen Bilder für euch habe.
Also danke nochmal an Saskia. ^.^ (Schaut euch doch auch mal ihren Blog an, so nebenbei)

Die Regeln:

* Poste den Award auf deinem Blog 

* verlinke denjenigen der dir den Award geschenkt hat

* Schenke 10 weiteren Bloggern diesen Award

* Gib den Bloggern Bescheid, dass sie einen Award gewonnen haben

* Der Award sollte an Blogger gehen die nicht mehr als 250 Leser haben

The rules say that I have to post this on my Blog. I've already linked Saskias blog above. I also have to give this Award to 10 other bloggers and tell them about it. The award is just or bloggers with less than 250 readers.

I don't know 10 people I could tag, so I pick the blogs of 2 of my best friends. ;3

Ich kenne keine 10 Leute, die ich taggen könnte, deshalb nehme ich mal die Blogs von 2 meiner besten Freunde.

Mai

&
Yuuka

♥

So, that's it for today. I don't know what to do in the next days. Well..maybe some friends will come over, but nothing's sure yet. I hope I can enjoy the rest of my holidays with my beloved ones before school starts again.
Das war's dann für heute auch. Ich hab noch keine Ahnung, was ich in den nächsten Tagen tun werde. Vielleicht kommen ja ein paar Freunde vorbei, aber noch ist nichts klar. Ich hoffe, ich kann den Rest der Ferien mit meinen Liebsten verbringen, bevor die Schule wieder los geht.

2 Update Nr. 2343

...mehr oder minder sinnlos.

Hachja, es geht wieder los. Alte Accounts verschwinden und neue entstehen ♫
Ich hab die Contact Seite mal wieder aktualisiert, damit man mich auf sonstigen Seiten besser stalken kann. Unter anderem hab ich wieder Formspring & ne neue Tumbl URL.

Außerdem, wie schon auf Cake Invasion (Fashionblog) erwähnt, verkaufe ich einige alte Mangas.
Deshalb die Seite Sale in der Seitenleiste dort oben. Schaut mal vorbei, ich brauche Geld ^-^"

Die Umfragen da rechts werd ich glaub ich rausnehmen, wenn sich keiner weiter beteiligt. Das ist lame. ._.


So, denke ich poste in nächster Zeit wieder weniger, weil's mir einfach privat nicht so supi geht. Ich denke, wer bescheid wissen muss, weiß es auch.
Vielleicht noch ein Shopping Update & irgendwas über's Konzert.

Hoffentlich melden sich in den Sommerferien mal wieder einige, die ich eh wiedersehen wollte.
Japantag ist für mich ja leider nicht drin e_e
Ich hoffe einfach, alles klärt sich sobald wie möglich.
Und bald ist das Schuljahr ja auch überstanden. ^^"

Ich geh jetzt noch einiges für morgen vorbereiten & warte auf gewisse Menschlis...und dann sehen wir weiter. <3
Btw. kommt meine rote Haarfarbe wieder durch. Nachfärben, alter ò.ó
Mata ne.

0 Update ♪

Hellow ihr lieben.

Sorry für die Abwesenheit, aber ich war leider die letzte Woche krank u_u"
Standard und so. Komplett gesund bin ich noch nicht wieder...aber wieder problemlos ansprechbar ~
Allerdings musste ich Sushma absagen, die ihren Kuchentag in Form einer Cocktailparty feiern wollte...und da wär ich gern dabei gewesen :x

Aber genug. Zum Thema. Ich werde in nächster Zeit den Blog ein wenig umgestalten. ^0^
Also nicht wundern, wenn's hier zwischendurch wieder dezent katastrophal aussieht.
Ich veränder gerade sowieso wieder einiges, weshalb ich auch so'nen Klamotten-kauf-Drang hab. /D
Aber erstmal bekomme ich nun endlich Circle Lenses und habe zufälligerweise heute Kombilösung (500ml) fpür 3 Euro (was geht? XD) gefunden. ô_o
Jaa, ich musste was einkaufen, weil meine Mama 'ne OP hatte und kaum laufen kann .___." Mein Vater ist ja eh nicht da...also sind mein Bruder und le me für sowas zuständig :x
Aber ich hab wieder Haarfarbe (mal wieder XD)
Auf Jinjins Empfehlung hin doch zu Poly Palette gegriffen. Ich habe so Schiss .____.

 Die alte Farbe wollt ich ja reviewen, aber das ist mir das Scheißzeug nun nicht wert o_o *Keinen unterschied erkennt*
War wohl ein Fail. Naja.


Das war's dann auch. Ich arbeite dann mal meinem neuen Banner weiter & spamme noch Musik hier rein.
MATA NE ~