Long time no see (シ_ _)シ

Hello everyone!

It's been a while again...seems like I have to start every post like this..hehe.
Ugh, soo many things happened since the last time. Christmas is already over and I don't really want to waste so many words on it because for me it was pretty boring.
But I got a new camera, finally and I'm so in love with it. It's a Canon EOS 600D ...finally better quality pics huehuehue.
I also got some really cute presents from my friends. Everyone who follows me on twitter knows what I'm talking about. (:

What else happened?
Mhm. First my tickets for the You Me At Six concert in march arrived. I'm so happy that I can see them live after I couldn't go when they played in Hamburg with 30 Seconds To Mars..

You can't see the shirt I'm wearing in the picture very well...but it's Pierce The Veil Merch. Finally! I'm totally obsessed with their music at the moment. And I've been reading a lot of Fuenciado recently.

As you can see I also managed to work on my layout.
I took some photos with my new baby for the banner and they turned out pretty shitty because of the bad lightning in my room...except for this one!

The necklace I'm wearing was one of the presents I got from my dear Ryo (who I'm sadly not able to see for a long time ;;)

On Saturday I visited my awesometastic bestie Julice because we planned on having a movie night together. After discussing for a while, we decided to watch Dark Shadows. Jade who joined us as well suggested to watch Sinister and lastly we also chose a crappy Twilight parody. Well, the other two movies were nice..I think. :3
After finishing the movies we took some photos together. Jade was so nice to borrow me one of her wigs and because I totally miss my red hair I had when I was 14, I wore her red wig. But it was already something around midnight...what means: Shitty lightning of doom!
Sadly most of the pictures didn't turn out very well...but here are some I actually like! (Unfortunately they're all black &white)

(No, really. Enough with the K-Pop misheard lyrics...Julice looks so cuuuute)

I would upload the derp-pics we took as well...but I'm afraid of getting killed by these two...lol. :D

Hope you all had a nice christmas.
This is my "Goodbye 2013" post because writing a resume of what happened to me in 2013 wouldn't be that interesting.
Have a nice start in 2014 everyone!
Mata ne ♥

Black Veil Brides "The Church Of The Wild Ones Part II" @ Grünspan, Hamburg 1.12.2013

Hello everyone.

As you can see I still haven't managed to change my layout.
That's probably because I don't have the time at the moment and well...my blogging mood is more than just gone again. So keep enjoying my crappy pastel goth-ish design that absolutely doesn't suit the style I'm following at the moment and also isn't really suitable for this post.

Today I'm writing kind of a very special entry. It's, oh surprise surprise, about Black Veil Brides' concert in Hamburg yesterday.
Oh Lord, it was so amazing. I can't express in words how happy I am that I finally got the chance to see them live.
I probably already told my 'story' behind my love for this band a MILLION FUCKING TIMES but still I have to tell it again everytime I talk about them.
I discovered their music right after "Set The World On Fire" came out...what is pretty late actually...but it's never too late to start liking an awesome band, isn't it? Well, the "Knives And Pens" video literally changed my whole life.
At this time I went through so many troubles in my life which I don't really want to state here. BVB's music helped me a lot back then. I started to dress myself more in this emo kind of clothing style and...well, had an awesome Scene-Nickname! (High five to the people who remember my time as a redhead! XD)
Back then I thought it was only a phase...but here I am, 2 1/2 years later as a proud member of the BVB Army, fangirling over them every single day.
Another dream of mine finally came true.
Finally. After they cancelled the actual tour in april this year I was soo sick of everything.

But now for the actual "concert diary"

I arrived at the venue right before the actual start.
After that the support bands started playing.
The first band...well...I didn't really like their style of music. They weren't bad...but hard to understand and def not my cup of tea. :DD

Then Heaven's Basement, the second support band started to play. I already listened to them before, but moths ago so I didn't know what to expect. But they were pretty good. I liked their music and nah...during their performance the first thing that made my heart stop happened.
Ashley showed up...wearing nothing but his underwear...just asdfghjkl. But then he went back to the dressing room...and I couldn't focus on the music anymore because I finally wanted to see BVB. :DD

And some time later, their show finally started.
At this point I have to mention that they look even better in reality than on pictures. I was more than just impressed.
Some butthurt fans might say that "I only like them for their looks" - OH YES MOTHERFUCKERS. And I like their music because I can listen to their faces of course.
No, really. They are 5 very attractive men who are absolutely talented musicians.

What can I say? The setlist was purrrfect ♥

-Shadows Die
-I Am Bulletproof
-Wretched and Divine
-Knives and Pens
-The Legacy
-All Your Hate
-Rebell Yell
-Perfect Weapon
-Christian 'CC' Coma Drum Solo
-Rebel Love Song
-Let You Down
-Nobody's Hero

-Love Isn't Always Fair
-Fallen Angels
-In the End

They played nearly ALL of my favourite songs. I would've wished for one of their 'slower' songs as well...but I was perfectly fine with what they played.
They included the new songs from "Wretched & Divine" as well as the old ones from "Set The World On Fire" and "We Stitch These Wounds".
Also "Rebel Yell", a Billy Idol cover was played. I liked how Andy changed the lyrics at one part: Instead of "She gives me head" he sang "she sucks my dick"
My personal 'highlights' were of course Rebel Love Song, which is my favourite song of theirs and everything they played during the encore.

BVB may be not the best band when it comes to live shows. But they know how to entertain their fans. And it felt so great when everyone sang along to some certain songs.
"We scream, we shout, we are the fallen angels" - amazing song, powerful lyrics and easy to remember. One of the first song I heard from them...and I still love it.
And I think the whole BVB Army can relate to it.
Also Ryo and I made friends in a very special way.

After the show I caught Andy's towel.
Yup. Me. The potato on legs was lucky at least once in her life. Whay. :D
Buuuut, I wasn't the only one who wanted to have it...so in the end we were six persons who held on to that fucking towel and ended up cutting it into pieces. Now this towel connects us and well...we're still in contact on facebook ^w^

I could go one fangirling about every single member now...but that would be tiring for you guys because I could continue writing how perfect they are for 293483 hours. XD
So, to keep it short:
Andy is awesome. His voice sounds perfect, he looks perfect and he was so damn funny. Especially when he randomly screamed "sandwiches" and later "ketchup" just to make the crowd cheer up for...no reason in particular. I reeeeaallly started to like him a lot again. ^_^
Jinxx is a really talented guitarrist and he plays the violin perfectly as well.
Ashley...oh well, he's still my fave member because uhm...he's a great bassist, he has an amazing voice which he should use more often aaand he's a pervert. I especially like his tattoos. Ah fuck, he looks so great in his underwear, I can't even...XD
Mhm, I was disappointed because I couldn't really focus on Jake ._. He's nice and everything...but I didn't have a chance to have a closer look at him...sadly.
But CC, omg, that was ONE HELL OF A DRUM SOLO. This guy is crazy in the best way you can think of. When he climbed on his drumset...oh well, awesomeness level over 9000...or just level CC.

To sum everything up, it was one of the best days in my entire life.
I haven't been to a good concert in over a year so it was finally time for something good to happen.
BVB are one of my favorite bands, no matter what some stupid people say. I love them, I'll continue loving them and I hope to see them again someday.

Now have some fun with the pictures I took...or the ones I stole from Sindy and Ryo :DD
Maybe I'll also upload the videos I have but they're reeeally bad quality because I filmed everything with the 5MP camera of my mobile /D

Photo stolen from one of the people we met ^_^

Aaand taken by Ryo-pon. ♥


Jaaaake ^_^


Again...such a great moment. XDD

 Screencap from a video...just because I need more Ashley in my life...

By far my favourite screencap. This was from when they played "Let You Down" and after they finished, Andy gave this look, pointing and looking at my camera and...yeah. My heart was melting after I noticed it.
Idk...I'm so happy..uhm Senpai noticed me -w- ♥

During "The Legacy"
All I could think of was..."OH LOOK, THE SEAGULLS!"

I noticed how most of my pics contain Andy and Ash...so sorry... ;^;

My piece of towel <33 Huehuehue, creepy fangirl style!

And last but not least, what I looked like that day. ^w^

I hope this post didn't annoy you that much. BVB aren't everyone's cup of tea when it comes to music, but remember, they're not "untrve". They don't even consider themselves as a "Metal" band as far as I can remember. Also they aren't 'emo fags'. Their Emo-ish days are over for more than 2 years now and most of them have/had girlfriends...
Personally I like them a lot...and I'm happy now.
Really happy.
Thanks for everyone who made that day such a special one for me. I love you all and I wish to see everyone again as soon as possible!

New Video & stuff ~

Hey guys.
Sorry for being so late but here's the new video I uploaded last week.
I actually made it for Halloween but that doesn't mean you can't wear this look anymore.
Have fun!

Tomorrow I'm going an a classtrip until wednesday. What is motivation?
You can always follow me on Twitter if you want to know how I'm doing :DD

See you!

And suddenly she was back... // Alois Trancy Cosplay ♪

It's been only a few days since my decision to go on a hiatus.
Some unexpected things happened...oh well. Suddenly people started getting interested in my entries again. What the actual fuck?
I even gained a follower (who already unfollowed me again...uhm...)
Let's say...I've changed my mind.

Since Julice and I went to the city together to finally take pictures of my Cosplay, my blogging-mood came back from it's mysterious break.
I'm in progress of editing my Halloween make-up tutorial and also - I have tons of new Outfit ideas!

But today, I only want to show you the photos my awesome best friend took of me. I really like them a lot.
I'm going to edit the failed ones in the next days and upload them in another post so you'll have something to laugh about.

We took a shitload of pics, but these are my favourites. Especially the one where I'm lying on the wall.
It was so much fun and an awesome day.
I also posted the pics on my new Tumblr Blog! Please take a look ;3


After the shooting we went to eat something at a chinese fast food restaurant and later we ended up the same way as everytime - chillin' at mah hood and fangirling like a boss.
I tried to be kawaii with my Rilakkuma hat. -derp-

(Quality pic is quality)

I really fucking love you. 
Most awesome photographer & one of the best friends I've ever had.
My legs are looking fat though.

Upcoming entries:
-Alois Trancy Shooting  ~ Behind the scenes
-Halloween Make-up

Mata ne!


Just something I wanted to announce.
I already talked about the changes I will do to this blog.
It's just that I didn't have the motivation to do it yet.

Also I don't feel good at the moment.
School is keeping me busy and I don't really have exciting things to write about.
Soon it's Halloween, a day that has a special meaning for me, but I won't talk about it because...yeah, it's nothing everyone should know about.
I decided to film a new make-up video which I'm going to post here.
But that's everything.
I need to take a short break from blogging again. Only 2-3 weeks, maybe 4, but just so you know about it.
So, no need to unfollow.
I really enjoy blogging, but there are things in my life that are more important to me.
I've been writing a lot of fanfiction lately, so I'll probably posting some self-written stuff again in the next time.

I'm sure nobody's going to miss me tbh.
But if you're doing so, don't worry.
I'll be back as soon as possible.
But from now on I need to focus on other things.

Mata ne, Cuties. ♥

Small Shopping Update & Announcements

Hey guys.

First I want to say that the weather really pisses me off. Not that the rain is destroying my hairstyles, also I'm always tired and I don't want to leave my room anymore.
Well...actually I'd like to...because I need to take some pictures of my Cosplay...the only thing missing is someone to take the photos.

So, last Saturday I went to Hannover...finally! I really missed feeling like a superhero after leaving Primark. This store is so fucking horrible, I nearly panicked there sometimes. Too many people, too many not german speakers who thought they're something better and too less cute underwear that actually fits me.
Also I cried nearly the whole day because a band I really love was playing in Hamburg that day and I couldn't go...>< (Yeah, I'm talking about Sleeping With Sirens...Twitter followers already know)

I'm glad I found some stuff I really like. :3

Very spectacular socks - Primark

Normal Tights and some with hearts on (bought the same ones for Julice as well nyahaha)  AND my underwear :D - Primark

Batman Shirt...FINALLY !♥ I'm so going to wear it at BVB's concert in December :D♥
Also a Blouse that makes me look even more like a lesbian and my new favourite high waist jeans.
Primark as well~

Wallet & Cleansing wipes from Primark
Earrings and Necklace from Claire's ♥

2 Black tops from H&M
Jogging trousers from Primark (surprise, surprise) 

Noticed something? I really gave up on trying to look cute. 
Somehow I'm that kind of person who changes really often. I can't stand looking the same for a long time. This is also on reason why I'm changing my haircolour that often.
But...this is also my 'Announcement'
Something is going to change over here.
I decided to change my blog design again. Maybe also the URL...but that's something I need to think about again. And I want to start writing more Diay-themed entries again...like I did when I first started this blog.
I want to write more about my favourite music, bands & other stuff I'm interested in. Not just my everyday-crap and fashion stuff.
Don't be surprised when my blog suddenly disappears for a few days...that just means I'm changing it. I also need to delete some of my old posts because most of them are still about my ex gf & old friends I don't have anything to do with anymore.

So...see you soon. 

Connichi 2013 - Impressions

Hey guys.
First please excuse the fact that I have nothing to blog about at the moment. I wanted to do some outfit post...but sadly I look like a fat and ugly potato no matter what I'm wearing at the moment I need to lose weeeeight~.
My life is actually really boring and well..at the moment nearly everything goes wrong for me so I'm busy with crying over senseless shit.
But at the weekend- dadadam, I went to Kassel again. Time for the Connichi ♥
I've been there for the third time now and it's still my favourite Con to go. So...have fun with a detailed post about Saturday.

I had to get up really early because we had to drive for about 2hours. Not that much...but I needet more than an hour to get ready! I dressed in a Pastel Goth kind of outfit (my inspiration for the wig styling was irodohieru btw ♪) because my Cosplay didn't arrive in time I hate you, International Post Office Frankfurt ♥ Please go and fuck yourself everyone. Well, it arrived on Saturday...WHEN I WAS ALREADY AT THE CON ! Just one example for what went wrong for me. XD

First thing we did in Kassel: Derping around at Caro's Grandma's House because our styling already got messy.

Ready to go!

She brought some fortune cookies haha :DD

When we arrived at the Con, the first thing we did was stalking Cosplayers...the pictures I took are only stalker pics as well because I'm a fucking shy loser who's afraid of asking people for a photo :)))
We bought some random stuff, spent time with other people and Caro even had a group photoshooting with some other Naruto Cosplayeres.
I only got asked for a photo...about 2-3 times? Are my Outfits really getting worse from year to year? XD
Nah, but the first girl who took a photo of me was so cute. I already met her last year.
She said I'd remind her of Iro...what was super cute because....SHE'S MY INSPIRATION OK.

My not so spectacular outfit in b/w ♪

Green Apple Tea ♥

Caro as Tsunade!

This Sexy Jutsu Cos was more than awesome. XD


And even more plushies. Sadly there weren't any Mameshiba Beans... ;_;



Beautiful Yaya Han! ♥ I adore her and her Cosplays.

One day I'll buy a pillow like that...I swear...

Little check up while sitting on a bench because walking in massive platform shoes fucking hurts after a while. 

I finally met Jenny and some of her friends! ♥ Sadly I look stupid on the Photos I have so my face needed to be censored. I don't want to kill you with my ugliness.
Nah, it was nice to see her in her awesome Cosplay *_*

Motto sekushi.

I don't even remember what exactly happened here...but the picture looks quite funny so I thought I could upload it. (btw you can all punch me in the face if you aren't okay with the pictures I uploaded...as long as you're on them!)

Caro and the Naruto group! About 3 Narutos and...3 Deidaras I think.
And I love Deidara so much...haha. ♥

Newsflash! Tsunade suddenly became Kazekage!

Epic photo is epic :DDD

Later in the evening...back at her grannys place...tired and exhausted, but happy XD
(Dark circles of doom o_o)

Caros aunt got her chinese tea wich tasted like...cough medicine or something..

Mangas I got! Cherish by Wataru Yoshizumi who is one of my favourite Shojo Mangakas and Angelic Layer 1+2. AL has been my fave Anime for years now...and I finally got 2 of the Mangas. ♥ I can't tell you how happy I was when I found them.

Rilakkuma hat I bought ♥ At first I couldn't decide between Rilakkuma and Totoro...but about 2 years ago people started calling me 'Bärchen' what's a cute german word for 'bear' ... Rilakkuma won.

Alpacasso..but for Ryo, not for me...she loves Alpacas and I don't XDD
I'm still more into beandogs.

That's it for this year. It was awesome.
Thanks to everyone who made this day so special for me. I can't wait for next year. :3

Mata ne ♥

...who has to lern for her Economy exam tomorrow...XD